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"based on this comment i hereby rescend [sic] my promise not to mock you anymore. fuckkkkk you dude." - armchairshrink

What this means for the home-viewing audience is that acs's promise to not mock me anymore lasted until the next major argument over a point of liberal dogma that I took contention with. Which she only missed because she was out of town. Which means that her promise was essentially completely worthless. Anyone who is surprised by this is clearly not paying attention.

The problem for acs is that she wrote this:
"For my part, this has completely stopped being fun for me and I don't think it will be again. I hate your behavior, I hate the way you talk to people and treat people online - what you interpret as people gleefully cheering your breakdown or whatever is often people - or I'm speaking for myself here, but in my case - someone who finds you enraging and assholish and just flat out MEAN because once you've decided someone is "bad" nothing is off limits to you in terms of how you will try to make them feel your anger. I hate that behavior and honestly, you know, half of my issue with you is how much the way you think and act resembles someone who hurt me very badly and that's my own shit and I'll own it and cop to it. I probably wouldn't have ever targeted you as much as I did if it wasn't for that. But me targeting you isn't fixing my past and regardless of how much I hate the way you behave, it's not going to make you change your behavior, all it's going to do is make you feel really, really bad and I'm done thinking that's a just reward for the bullshit you pull online because I believe you when you say how bad this makes you feel. That doesn't mean that I'm taking *responsibility* for your feelings, though, just for my own. I don't think anyone, regardless of who they are or what shit they pull, should feel as bad as you say you feel, certainly not based on what is supposed to be an entertaining and shallow internet sparring match.

"So you've "won" with regards to me in the sense that you've convinced me that me snarking you isn't something I'm going to do anymore. That said, I don't think I'm *capable* of interacting with you without being snarky. So don't bait me, don't try to engage me, and I won't do it to you, I won't post about you or interact with you either. I'm not interesting in engaging in critical debate about feminism with you, and I doubt any of your "detractors" are either, so you might want to keep that in mind if you do keep posting in places where we hang out online, which I still think is an obviously bad idea because I don't think you have the emotional resources to do so without feeling badly about yourself."

The problem that armchairshrink faces is that by writing the above, she's completely nullified her power to hurt me. Because everytime she comes at me, I'll just remind myself that she's not talking about me, she's talking about her ex, about herself.

I'd also like to point out that acs saying "someone who finds you enraging and assholish and just flat out MEAN because once you've decided someone is "bad" nothing is off limits to you in terms of how you will try to make them feel your anger" is about the most hypocritical statement ever posted on the internet. I mean we're talking about someone who waged a campaign to smear me as a potential or possible rapist because she decided I was "bad." She taught me lessons in how nothing is off limits.


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Jul. 16th, 2009 01:53 am (UTC)
ACS is a nutcase. She's one of the nastiest, meanest, most bitter people I've ever met online, right up there with Meleth and Karynthia. They all need to die in a fire, if just to put themselves out of their own misery.

I have my own reasons for hating Qweerdo, but at least he's not as hateful as some of the asshats on sf_d.
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Jul. 21st, 2009 05:55 pm (UTC)
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Jul. 21st, 2009 10:26 pm (UTC)
Whatever Sarah. You choose to paint yourself as the ringleader, and with that comes the blame for the ring's actions. meleth and madra_liath would be nothing without your support, and we both know it.

You know what I think is really funny? I haven't posted a single comment in anon since about 8:15 am PST. The people defending me? Really not me.

I love watching you jump at shadows though.

I do have to give you credit though, getting me banned from sf_drama was pretty clever. Of course, now that I've been banned from sfd_anon you'll never be able to make me flounce. So you sort of shot yourself in the foot, especially since we both know that banning the other means you've lost.

But now I'm there forever. In your head. You're always going to think I'm there. Behind every anon comment you don't like. And who knows? Maybe sometimes it really will be me. Can't very well turn off anon in an anoncom.
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Jul. 21st, 2009 10:46 pm (UTC)
You've twisted this into some sort of group conspiracy in your head but people's hatred of you is very individual based usually - shockingly - on how you've treated them.

No, wait. You can't really believe this, can you?

You know that happiestsaddist was on my friend's list and we we're totally cool with each other until you wanked me on stupid_free and she busted out her lame (and very narcissistic) story about how I wanted her to have my babies? That was when I defriended her, and told her off. Because I don't like being stabbed in the back by supposed friends. It's a violation I won't tolerate, and I'm sure you can guess why.

But let's not pretend she did that because of something I did to her. I was nothing but nice to her up to then. She did it because it brought attention to her in the wanka community. She continues to do it because she wants attention and approval.

I don't even know most of the people who are attacking me. They're just following the mob leaders. People like you. Go read those hugbox comments, check how many times your name comes up. You are a hatemonger Sarah, and they are your angry mob of followers. You may think it's all individuals, but you're just ignoring the reality of what you're engaged in.

Oh and Sarah, you're the psych major. You should be able to figure this out: My id wants to kill you something fierce. We're talking visions of Hellraiser dancing in my head. My ego is a bit disgusted with myself and thinks I should go talk to my therapist. My superego ain't about to let anything happen to you, or to me for that matter. And yes, I know Frued is bullshit, blah blah blah. Just work with the metaphors.

I'm just tired of you poking me in the same wounds with same stick over and over again, and the ego and superego have decided you want to talk to my id so bad, talk to my fucking id. Don't be surprised when he has nothing but frothing rage and an intense desire to skin you alive to offer in exchange.

Edited at 2009-07-21 10:49 pm (UTC)
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